Oups

I found my wallet.. as soon as I got home and opened my car and noticed a Riccola in the drivers seat I knew the wallet was in there.. found it in between the seats..it had fallen out of my purse together with the riccola that I had also been looking for.

So my whole day stressing and fretting over my lost wallet was a waste.

I would love to tell you about the shoot today. But I can't, for legal purposes and also for the fact that it was completely uninteresting. A movie about the creators of facebook, Two guys that I did once meet in Venice. Justin playing one of them. Me colliding with Justin on the stairs. Feet hurting from wearing to small pointy high heeled boots. That's all! 13,5 hours.

so much fun hanging out with Corina

Lost me wallet..

So this monday morning is getting better, just realized that my wallet is gone!had to call and wake betsy up, she looked through the whole house and its not there! Fudge! Its too much..

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In hair and makeup, going san fransisco 2004

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Right above my car..

MONDAY MORNING

Hello, been up since 5, not thrilled, still not a morning person, I try a little harder but.. Corina will pick me up in ten minutes, and i forgot about street cleaning so now i have to rush and move my car, and must not forget to brush teeth.. why blog? dont know, its poison
see you later have a great Monday..

Some stuff from last night

I had put on two different colored socks and I didn't even notice..blaming it on Turkey day, here I have also managed to spill some wine on one of them..
My Crazy girls, Tess and Malin have so much energy, never a quiet moment in that house..And Mad's and her crazy Louboutan boots..

Do- wup girls..

I Love this one, it was extremely warm at Voyeur, and we danced a bit..it got a little sweaty..and you can really tell..

The two younger girls went to an after party, me and Tess went back to her place and talked, I'm so glad I have her here now she is just the sweetest little honey knuckle ever, and then I went home for another sleepless night! Tomorrow I have a call time at 7:45am for that Justin Timberlake thing I'm doing so I'm gonna have to get up at 5 again.. At least I will be dancing all day so I won't have to feel to bad about eating the Mc Donalds that Bits brought home for me.. And Corina will be there with me! Fantastic!!

Spending my sunday with Adam

Okay.. here we go again..
There has been no yogi word of the day for a while now cause I have been so cranky and sick and all that..
But now i've cleaned the kitchen AGAIN and i feel a little better, and im listening to music real loud, and my Hidden Andreas wrote me a funny email and I needed that funny laugh. He should be blogging by the way.. he is hilarious.
So this is for him.. and for all the rest of you for reading this thing (I'm watching you and I am really curious as to who all of you are..??)

MAY YOUR LIGHT BECOME A LIVING UNIVERSAL LIGHT.

There.. i feel better now!
I have something else to tell you.. I'm hooked on Adam Lamberts "time for miracles" super swulsty (I know its not a actual word but there is no other way to describe it)pop ballad, not my kind of thing but I can't stop.

Actual sunday

Sunday morning 4:31
yes, I did go out but i got home pretty early and i am a little bit drunk, So why cant I sleep??
I would like to get away from these thoughts:
- Should I cut my bangs again?
-don't forget to call in about work tomorrow?
-don't over sleep?
-what should i have for breakfast?
-why do I hate Lady Ga Ga so much?
-Bangs or no bangs again?
-where did I put that parking ticket?
- where are you when I need you??
-Should I really do that TV show?
-What was i thinking spending all my money?
-And why are you not here?
-I really do hate house music

ADAM?

this is what happens when you listen to Adam Lambert whilst getting ready..

PENIC

I know this is silly but I just posted a comment on Sophie's blog and the word verification word was Penic.. its so stupid but i can't stop giggling about it..

It feels like sunday already

Just woke up 1.15pm. Gonna skip my walk on the beach today. tomorrow. Mike in the apartment above us is playing his guitar, it sounds lovely, makes me wanna go home but i think im gonna stay and listen. Orange juice and coffee newspapers and my hair is a mess. Feels like sunday.

Friday night again..

Hungover, tired, Fibromyalgia ache, passed on free fancy dinner but now I talked to Tess, her and Malin are going.. I kind of feel like I should go.. and Allison and Betsy are out doing fun stuff too..
Ah decisions decisions

Thurs night

I had crazy fun last night! A wonderful time! Maybe a little to much to drink, and maybe I almost broke the jukebox, but it was worth it! We went to Thousand oaks, Betsy's aunt and uncles house, great dinner big party lots of fun great people! Perfect Thanks giving...Best Bitsii for bringing me!

chocolate delight

In the middle of me cooking the chocolate fudge last night, someone delivered Mc Donalds, So I stopped boiling it to eat my food warm... BAD decision.. it is not setting.. people will have to dig it out with a spoon instead of me serving them in cute little paper wraps.., also they are gonna have to pick the paper off the fudge..
But it tastes great.. Leaving now..

POOFY TOP: CHECK POOFY HAIR: CHECK

THANKSGIVING

Good morning.. Happy Thanksgiving..
Less pain today, though I only slept for about 2,5 hours,
Tired as hell, but ready to eat a lot of food.. have to figure out what pants to wear.. Low waisted with a lot of give.. and a big loose sweater.

Bets and Allison left already,
neighbor is playing wonderful tunes on the piano..me lajki!

Time for bed

Pain in my neck and shoulders have been really bad today, goes all the way up in to my jaw and head, puts me in a really bad mood, just really cranky and wanna whine and bitch about everything. havent felt this bad since last winter, probably cause I was outside in the cold all night yesterday, My pain is always worse in the winter..

Scrubbed the whole house today, did a lot of laundry listened to music and talked to Sophie for a while, always feel bad days like this after I've hung up the phone, doesn't matter if its my mom or Sophie or someone else, but i feel guilty for not being happy and positive and a good listener, I wanna be a good friend and a good daughter, I just don't have the energy, and I can't really think of much else than that it hurts everytime I open my mouth or move my arm..

I need to go to a spa, get treatments, massage, swim in warm water, eat healthy, yoga.. stay for about 2 months..

We have been cooking and baking and drinking wine tonight, its nice, but same thing there, feel bad for being filled with bad energy. Felt like crying a couple of times.. Think i need to let some shit out. looking forward to going to Thousand oaks tomorrow, but not to driving there, went to the bank today and could barely steer my car.. Hoping tomorrow will be better, or just less painful.

Im looking forward to waking up and eating my chocolate fudge for breakfast..

xx

Hooked on stats

I know that this is an extremely boring blog. I'm nothing but sick and in bed all the time.. And yesterday when i actually did something interesting (or well, actually what i did was pretty boring)and there were a really cool person there I couldn't take pictures and show you! I got paid to watch Serena Williams play tennis and drink Gatorade yesterday..
And I got to hang out with Corina. I haven't known her for that long and I really don't know her well, but

And today i am doing laundry and cleaning, Allison is driving up from San Diego today and we are cooking for and making desserts tonight to bring with us to Betsy's Aunt and uncle in thousand oak's tomorrow, big Thanksgiving party there..

And also instead of blogging I am spending all my time looking at the STAT COUNTER, Ms Mellby wrote about it on her blog and I had to get it..
So now im sitting here tracking all m blog readers ha ha, or I cant see exactly who is reading the blog but I see all the different cities and countries and I realized that I have a lot more readers than i thought.. And I see that a lot of you that I don't even know keep coming back to read it daily even though i write about absolutely nothing, I mean I understand that My friends and family in Järna and Stockholm will, they kind of have too.. And Sophie in London and and so on.. but the rest of you? France, Spain, Denmark, and everyone else in the United Kingdom and Austria, Holland, Israel, Brazil and all the people in America, And there are so many of you..

Now I feel guilty and that I should try harder to make it more exiting, But I'm not gonna..
This is My Blog and my life and right now, this is all there is too it. It's winter, It's slow, I'm depressed and sick, broke and bored.

So Thank you for being there for me..

Much Love!

For Me

For Betsy

Ah..in bed, with a book and a cup of tea. Spent an hour in a bookstore yesterday, talked Betsy in to getting the 2 books above, also wanted her to get the Marlon Brando bio, "Songs my mother taught me" but they didn't have it :( And for me.. The Russell, though I have read most of it on the net.. But just looking at it makes me.. tingle...) Also started reading Sharon Osbourne's bio, can't wait to read the rest..

Have also squeezed in a visit to the Movies this weekend, saw NEW MOON ahhh just as good..Not helping me in staying away from younger British guys though..

Tomorrow I am meeting with some lovely ladies for lunch and then i am heading down to Carson to shoot a Gatorade commercial.

Can't buy me style..

Today I am looking forward to see more of this: http://cantbuymestyle.blogspot.com/

Now I'm off to send some sneakers to Tjompa and Karna in Sweden so they can run faster and win the Iron Man thing or whatever it is that they are doing! Wish I had an ounce of there energy..
Also standing by for a possible booking for a commercial for tomorrow! Please keep your fingers crossed for me..

FROM THIS

TO THIS

I AM VERY CONFUSED AND ANNOYED RIGHT NOW.

todays yogi

This one couldn't be better suited for today.. will tell you why another day..

Your intuition is your best friend.

The American Music Awards

Yes! I'm going today!
Have been fretting over my outfit for a week now. Finally decided to skip the dress and go with pants and a top, but now I don't know if i should bring/wear a jacket.. cause I don't have one..
And should I wear really high heels or comfortable? It's silly I know, but I know that everyone else there will be dressed to there teeth so its important to feel great. And its hard when your hair is dried out from being over processed and green from the water, and in a terrible middle length.
I'm trying to grow my bangs out so now they are to long to have down and to short to sweep to the sides..

Oh great now I just burned my tongue on my coffee..

Toothpick anyone??

Mr Timberlake

I also booked a job today, doing a little something with Justin Timberlake on Nov 30th..
I'm making it a family tradition, Elsa my darling cousin styled his sexy back video..

Check

Today i have finally gotten my new head-shots printed, My agent has been screaming for them, pilot season is coming up. I love my photo Lab. that might be weird but pixels are the best Photo lab in town, they are so qiuck and helpful and kind and they always give great feedback about the pictures..

And I have been running around to every store in town, trying to find some inspiration for sunday, I was also trying to find some new clothes that I an afford, but thats not easy when your account is empty.. So I cried a little of a pair of shoes..

Then I went back to Sean's house, we were gonna go and contest a parking ticket that I got outside of his house yesterday (his fault completely) but I was just to tired so i went home instead, and here I am.. in bed, i have a fever again, can you believe it?

Yogi word of the day:

You can run after satisfaction, but satisfaction must come from within..

November 20th

Another thursday

Long day, A lot and nothing happened.

Mornin...
Today, this lovely hair of mine is getting a cut!! Weeeeee... Tess will be here at 11.30 and then we are going to Sean's house in Santa Monica, Im getting a cut an a little bit of head massage I hope and tess is getting a cut and colour, and Tes's mane is huge so it's gonna take half a day.. And then I am meeting Lovely Lina, and I have to take trip to the MAC store..

And now if ya'll are ready... Dum dum dum.. THE YOGI WORD OF THE DAY...

When ego is lost, limit is lost. You become infinite, kind, and beautiful.

ps. I dreamt I was making out with Robert Pattinson..

AMA"S

I'm going to the American music awards on Sunday, What should i wear? little blue dress or black pants and cool top? any other suggestions?Bangs down? bangs to side? hair down? hair up? HELP??

And the day goes on..

I found two more straight guys here today, or they found me:
Me, pouring myself some coffee, minding my own business,
He, watching me pour myself some coffee, butting in to my business trying to get me to stir my coffee and milk with some licorice candy instead of a spoon?? And just casually saying, and just so you know, I'm straight and single. well, eh? Did I ask? did I look like I wanted to know? I mean I guess I should take it as a huge compliment, I mean look at what I was wearing..

And luckily for me it didn't end there.. an hour later I am at the dance floor in the gay bar, away to complete silence, feeling more stupid then ever, and the third straight guy in the gay bar finds his way over to me and says: I don't really know how gay guys dance..
I don't need to say anything more about this huh?

MY FIRST LOVE

And my morning is now a little brighter.. I just me my director of the day and it is no one other than..FRED SAVAGE!!!
I told you a couple of weeks ago that I met Allie Mills who plays the mom in wonder years, of course that made me dream all day about Fred. The first big love of my life. He was so charming and so smart and I could not understand why he would be in love with Winnie, she was to tall and not pretty enough for him.. And I thought oh, if one day and one day only I would meet him I was sure I could convince him to fall in love with me instead, one of my arguments were that I was really good at building tree houses ( he had one in the back yard if you remember) . And today I finally got to meet him. And my heart actually skipped a beat and I got all giggly! And that silly big smile on my face came back..Fred has now grown up,he is a man. not necessarily a lot taller and you can still sense the presence of those dimples in his cheeks when he smiles.. and the spark in his eye's..
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Good morning from Hollywood

Barely got any sleep, twisting and turning and then when I finally started to dream, Josh the stupid cat started to run around like crazy, making all kinds of noise being as gracious as an elephant! Had I gotten a hold of him he would not be alive today..
Then when I finally could get back to sleep my alarm rang at 5.30 am and now I'm at CBS studios in studio city, shooting a episode of Greek, for ABC Family, its a mardigras party at a gay bar and they have dressed me in a hideous little pink dress, long green gloves and a black and blue feather boa! It is me, and 30 gay boys with no shirts on and 3 drag queens.

Breakfast is served: Burritos. Who eats Mexican food at 8 am??? Apparently everyone but me. No service on the phone in holding and I forgot to bring my book. Everyone is gay but one guy, and of course he decided to shamelessly hit on me, telling me how cute I am in my outfit, and that the gloves are sexy!!! Hello? Atleast come up with something I could believe in.. Let me describe this guy to you.. He is around 40, if you ask him he'll tell you he is 25, long greasy hair in a pony tail, unbuttoned tight white shirt, some beard under his jaw line and a goatee! Reminds me of a sleazier version of Fabio, with no understanding of personal space what so ever.It is now 8.30 in the morning, This is how I start my day..

To tired from my day to write anything. just wanna sleep now.
Just a yogi one since i didn't give you one yesterday..

Your life is based on the capacity of energy in you, not outside of you.

I used a lot of energy today.. need to re-charge.

GUESS WHO????

I ran in to outside of my bank?? No one other than Mr ROBERT PATTINSON, driving a mini, chewing gum..looking cute as always.. I was stuck behind another car, but if i hadn't been I'd followed him, chased him around town until I had gotten an autograph for my Dear Malva.. that would have been something to give her for her birthday next week..
Big premiere for NEW MOON here in town tonight..

SUNDAY NIGHT STATUS

FEVER IS BACK!!! i can't believe it. I was feeling a lot better this morning despite being so congested i couldn't breath. Went out to get some coffee. That's all i did, walked 10 steps to my car drove to TJ's, got coffee and went back home. felt like I had run a marathon or something when i got back completely exhausted. And now the fever is back. Unbelievable! Saw my chance to watch all the "Farmer meets wife" episodes, but no apparently you have to pay monthly to view channel 4's shows. So I've done 5 hours of different "Fredrik and Filip" shows. Channel 5 rules!! Oh God, and now something smells like its burning.. have to go check!
Ta Ta

Memories..

This record player belongs to my Grandparents, It has been in there house for as long as I can remember, This week, they are emptying the house. It's been sold. So weird, and this beautiful piece has along with a big wood bureau now moved in to my parents house.
My dad also told me that they found a lot of pictures that they haven't seen before, pictures of the farm where my grandma grew up, a beautiful old house named "Solliden" with a stable and a barn and fields surrounding it, and Pictures of where my Dad grew up, a place called "Backa", That's where my grandma moved after she had married my grandpa.. I can't wait to see these pictures. A couple of years ago, a local newspaper did an interview with my then 90 year old grandpa, and he brought out a box of pictures dating all the way back to the 40's and it was so amazing to see them, I sat on the couch for hours looking through them, and now there is more..
It such a piece of history! And now, that is all that is left. The Pictures and the memories.

Yogi word of the day:

For every loss there's an equal gain, for every gain there's an equal loss.

It's Saturday My Dear

For those of you that are in the middle of you Saturday night, I hope you have had a great day and for those of you that are just starting your Saturday, dress warm, It's chilly out there today.. I am sitting here in my bed, watching my neighbors struggle whilst trying to get a piano from the U-Haul in to the apartment, I have convinced Christopher to bring it home so we can sing Christmas carols ( and musical numbers when we are that drunk) together. Christopher is a music teacher and choir conductor (think that's what its called) and it fits me perfectly.. I have told him that YES he can fit both a giant Christmas tree as well as the piano in his apartment.. all for my own pleasure..and now I'm sitting here watching ( through closed blinds) my plans go through.. mmmm

Tonight I am bringing Corina to see The Illusion at the Open fist theater, starring my lovely Ms Nicole Disson. And in honor of that the Yogi tea word of the day is:

The universe is a stage. Your mind dances with your body, guided by your heart.

( referring to the "all the worlds a stage and we are all mere players" Hamlet monologue, and the fact that Nicole is also a dancer and I have a big heart?)

oh piano is in place.. they are now playing that Ta Ta Ta, dara ta ta da ta , ta ta ta tarata ta da ta daaa taaa ta rat ta rat ta ta... thing you know.. that everyone knows..

When I feel better..

When I feel better I'm gonna go to the store and buy some cream and chocolate and then I'm gonna bake these lovely things.. I can't wait. Also i can't wait for my body to be free of fever and snort and muscle pain, and then I'm gonna go for a brunch with Lina, a hike with Denni, Drinks and dancing with Tess,Visit Matt and Chau in there new house, and I'm gonna go watch Nicole in her play The Illusion, I'm gonna have some fun with Corina, Bring baked beans for Leon and wash my car. But first I'm gonna bake Granny's chocolate fudge for me and Betsy. I can't wait!

Only 7,5 hours left

New episode tonight, finally! I love it, will never get enough of Betty, Amanda and Mark.

Today's

I have chosen these words to be the Yogi tea word of the day, mostly because I really wish it was true.. I'm not really feeling it today, but I'm gonna work on it.

YOU ARE UNLIMITED.

Mornin..

Special day today, isn't it?
Pete and Josh decided that I was gonna start my day early, around 5.30 am.. Pete usually checks that I'm still breathing sometime during the night, this morning he brought Josh with him, but Josh is not the brightest cookie in the jar so instead of just putting his face close to mine he put his face in my face..cold nose.. I woke up with a gasp and that was the sign for play time apparently..

Oh and I just remembered I dream't about Christofer and that he had a miniature pet monkey that I had to look for and he was hiding in the closet, and my parents were watching a movie in his bed.. How weird.

I really wanted to go and see Lina today but that's not gonna happen..

Well Well, I mostly feel bad for you, cause its gonna be ANOTHER one of these I'm bored in my bed days and Ya'll know what I do then...

And at least one person seems to appreciate my brilliant idea.. http://wearebreathless.blogspot.com/
So there will be more of those coming your way!

Until then..

An action packed night..

Josh is spying on me.. Thats it. Thats all the action for tonight.