I just miss my dogs, and walking the dogs so much, no matter what weather there might be..
But I am moving in to Matt and Chau's tomorrow to help out with there puppies while they are in Sweden and I am really looking forward too it!
Friday, July 31, 2009
I Miss This
I just miss my dogs, and walking the dogs so much, no matter what weather there might be..
But I am moving in to Matt and Chau's tomorrow to help out with there puppies while they are in Sweden and I am really looking forward too it!
The Audition
Sometimes it happens..
Got my sides for the audition ( it is for a Feature film and I really want this part)late on Wednesday night, and I was starting to get a bit nervous that is was gonna be a lot of text.. And it was, but it was just so right for me! I just read the scene and it was just so perfect! And I had so much fun working on it, even though it was a hugely emotional scene.
But it took a lot of prepping all morning..
and then, it always amazes me how people are behaving at auditions in this city, you would think that due to the competition there is they would all sit there quietly focusing on there task..
But No! they all talk and laugh and exchange phone numbers with one another.. its crazy!
But it made me feel even more confident.. So I'm there focusing on my big emotional eruption, keeping my tears in and all that waiting for my turn.. trying not to think about that I'm about to get a parking ticket because its taking too long..
And then .. Ta Ta..My turn.. Door opens.. and there.. One of the most beautiful boys Ive seen ( this week).. and I just feel my face opening into a big smile and i hear myself go Hiiiiiiii and my face turns red and Dammit! not now!! not now!!! FOCUS!!
And I did manage to pull it together. Barely.
But dammit.. it wasn't easy. At least they were really happy with what I did and they asked me to read for the Lead as well, and I did ( please let there not be a parking ticket) and then they kept talking and talking , and Finally i ran..just ran.. didn't even put my shoes back on.. elevator, Come on! red light, don't care.. run run and as I get in to my car, the lady with he tickets pulls up in front of me! I made it!
Got my sides for the audition ( it is for a Feature film and I really want this part)late on Wednesday night, and I was starting to get a bit nervous that is was gonna be a lot of text.. And it was, but it was just so right for me! I just read the scene and it was just so perfect! And I had so much fun working on it, even though it was a hugely emotional scene.
But it took a lot of prepping all morning..
and then, it always amazes me how people are behaving at auditions in this city, you would think that due to the competition there is they would all sit there quietly focusing on there task..
But No! they all talk and laugh and exchange phone numbers with one another.. its crazy!
But it made me feel even more confident.. So I'm there focusing on my big emotional eruption, keeping my tears in and all that waiting for my turn.. trying not to think about that I'm about to get a parking ticket because its taking too long..
And then .. Ta Ta..My turn.. Door opens.. and there.. One of the most beautiful boys Ive seen ( this week).. and I just feel my face opening into a big smile and i hear myself go Hiiiiiiii and my face turns red and Dammit! not now!! not now!!! FOCUS!!
And I did manage to pull it together. Barely.
But dammit.. it wasn't easy. At least they were really happy with what I did and they asked me to read for the Lead as well, and I did ( please let there not be a parking ticket) and then they kept talking and talking , and Finally i ran..just ran.. didn't even put my shoes back on.. elevator, Come on! red light, don't care.. run run and as I get in to my car, the lady with he tickets pulls up in front of me! I made it!
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Men
A while ago me and Alia where at Bardot,
Dita Von Teese had a show there that night and two men were kind enough to let us stand on there sofa by there table so we could see better.. ( they were friends of a friend), so we had a drink with them and one of them asked for my phone number, and I just said it to him really quickly, thinking there is no way he will remember that! Later on that night they asked me and Alia to go to Vegas with them on their private jet ( they were those kind of men, old men may I ad. Could have been grandpa and and his friend), so anyway I had forgotten about it until today,
10 minutes before I walk in to my audition, really focused, my phone rings and I answer it, and it is of coarse that man...
He: Hi, have you been to Bardot
Me: ... eh yes
He: Are you blonde?
Me: (starting to ring a bell, please dont let it be him) ehm Yes..
He; Do you have a browned haired friend?
Me; dont we all? ( now I know its him)
He: Ha ha Funny, do you drink beer?
Me: ok, enough with the questions Im about o walk in to a meeting right now..
He: ok ok just have to talk to you real quick, My friend is flying in from New York this weekend,
we are renting a suite at the Mondrian, will you girls come over for a party in the suite on saturday
Me: no thanks Im moving then
He: Ok, we can do friday????
Me; Let me get back to you on that... click
So, Alia, what do you say? any plans for the weekend?
Dita Von Teese had a show there that night and two men were kind enough to let us stand on there sofa by there table so we could see better.. ( they were friends of a friend), so we had a drink with them and one of them asked for my phone number, and I just said it to him really quickly, thinking there is no way he will remember that! Later on that night they asked me and Alia to go to Vegas with them on their private jet ( they were those kind of men, old men may I ad. Could have been grandpa and and his friend), so anyway I had forgotten about it until today,
10 minutes before I walk in to my audition, really focused, my phone rings and I answer it, and it is of coarse that man...
He: Hi, have you been to Bardot
Me: ... eh yes
He: Are you blonde?
Me: (starting to ring a bell, please dont let it be him) ehm Yes..
He; Do you have a browned haired friend?
Me; dont we all? ( now I know its him)
He: Ha ha Funny, do you drink beer?
Me: ok, enough with the questions Im about o walk in to a meeting right now..
He: ok ok just have to talk to you real quick, My friend is flying in from New York this weekend,
we are renting a suite at the Mondrian, will you girls come over for a party in the suite on saturday
Me: no thanks Im moving then
He: Ok, we can do friday????
Me; Let me get back to you on that... click
So, Alia, what do you say? any plans for the weekend?
Audition
I have an audition today.
And I'm not nervous, that worries me. I might be sweating and shaking a little bit but thats all from drinking too much coffee.
I used to be so nervous that I could barely focus enough to learn my lines, This one has been way too easy and it is suppose to be a difficult scene..
And I'm not nervous, that worries me. I might be sweating and shaking a little bit but thats all from drinking too much coffee.
I used to be so nervous that I could barely focus enough to learn my lines, This one has been way too easy and it is suppose to be a difficult scene..
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
More Swedes in Town..
THURSDAY:
Bettan and Linus was here ( as it would say in a bathroom stall) and Alia had her Anna here as well!
Tried to show them a good time at Villa, but all they saw was Lindsey and Sam.( tried to take inside but that almost got us kicked out)
FRIDAY:
Went to Beso for drinks, got invited upstairs for Niklas tjejs party .. or that is what Linus thought, the rest of us went to Nick Lachey's party.. Drank too much, danced too much and where mistaken for Russians far too many times, almost got us doubting ourselves..
Walked home barefoot on Hollywood boulevard, tried to pose at the stars..
SATURDAY:
Paradise Cove,2 hour drive there, 25 dollars for parking and waves too high to go in the water. but great company..
SUNDAY:
Beach, drinks and dinner at Whalers, more drinks at the other room..
Bettan and Linus was here ( as it would say in a bathroom stall) and Alia had her Anna here as well!
Tried to show them a good time at Villa, but all they saw was Lindsey and Sam.( tried to take inside but that almost got us kicked out)
FRIDAY:
Went to Beso for drinks, got invited upstairs for Niklas tjejs party .. or that is what Linus thought, the rest of us went to Nick Lachey's party.. Drank too much, danced too much and where mistaken for Russians far too many times, almost got us doubting ourselves..
Walked home barefoot on Hollywood boulevard, tried to pose at the stars..
SATURDAY:
Paradise Cove,2 hour drive there, 25 dollars for parking and waves too high to go in the water. but great company..
SUNDAY:
Beach, drinks and dinner at Whalers, more drinks at the other room..
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Poor Pete and Josh
Sat inside waiting for UPS to show up with my phone, watching Kendra re-runs all day..
Finally they got here around 3pm, Just as I was making myself some lunch.. I took my package and ran off to UPS to send it back.. and on my way home again, I figured I'd run some errands.. like grocery shopping, buying sneakers and.. Taking Lennart to the SPA.. He just loves getting pimped up, all shiny and nice, and he always run really fast afterward, I think he feels like a new born again..
And I love it too.. exept for the cherry car freshener they sprayed in him, and the fact that I can now see the scratch from a car hitting me that's been hiding underneath all the dirt..
Anyway, got home and felt pretty good about myself until Betsy informed me that I had left the house with the gas on the stove on.. Thank god she could feel the smell when she walked in.. I ALMOST KILLED THE CATS! poor fellows..
Think they hate me now..
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Dammit!
Ahrgh uh!
Crazy. going crazy. Just found out that the phone i bought yesterday ( the sneak version of the one I wanted) but still paid a bit too much for, I could have gotten for free.. and the better version, or not free... 1 cent at amazon. 1 cent people! ( with an upgrade that I was until yesterday viable for)
So now I have made 5 billion phone calls to T-mobile and amazon and its probably not gonna work out even if I do return the new phone , which I have not yet recieved..
DAMMIT!!!
Crazy. going crazy. Just found out that the phone i bought yesterday ( the sneak version of the one I wanted) but still paid a bit too much for, I could have gotten for free.. and the better version, or not free... 1 cent at amazon. 1 cent people! ( with an upgrade that I was until yesterday viable for)
So now I have made 5 billion phone calls to T-mobile and amazon and its probably not gonna work out even if I do return the new phone , which I have not yet recieved..
DAMMIT!!!
Monday, July 20, 2009
Monday!
Oh what a day..
Since I don't really have an income now, my budget is pretty tight. So tight that I can not spend any money at all.
So I decided to stay in all day and just submit myself for work.. I just had to make a phone call to T-mobile first to do 2 things..
1) get my number off Tobias's account and start my own
2)make sure that I don't need to pay for the 324 text messages my phone have been sending to Sweden this weekend without my permission.
But of course, if I change my account I will not be able to take advantage of the upgrade that Id saved myself for the day when I need a new phone (which is really soon) so I let them talk me into buying a new phone. stupid. anyway, they were able to help me with the texts and then change my plan and back dating it so Id get rid of some of the cost for all my calls to Sweden lately.. but they can not change my account without me changing my phone number, and I really do not want to do that. But I need to get off Tobias's account..
so.. to give myself some time to think about, i went for a drive to pick up a free birthday gift, but I also happened to walk into Zara.. and stumbled into this "I gotta have it jacket" but its 32 degrees outside and i dont know.. so now I have a even bigger decision to make.. return it or don't eat for a week.. or two???
For more pics from the weekend, go to http://aliaserban.blogspot.com/
or for ponderings.. http://sophiesimmons.blogspot.com/
Since I don't really have an income now, my budget is pretty tight. So tight that I can not spend any money at all.
So I decided to stay in all day and just submit myself for work.. I just had to make a phone call to T-mobile first to do 2 things..
1) get my number off Tobias's account and start my own
2)make sure that I don't need to pay for the 324 text messages my phone have been sending to Sweden this weekend without my permission.
But of course, if I change my account I will not be able to take advantage of the upgrade that Id saved myself for the day when I need a new phone (which is really soon) so I let them talk me into buying a new phone. stupid. anyway, they were able to help me with the texts and then change my plan and back dating it so Id get rid of some of the cost for all my calls to Sweden lately.. but they can not change my account without me changing my phone number, and I really do not want to do that. But I need to get off Tobias's account..
so.. to give myself some time to think about, i went for a drive to pick up a free birthday gift, but I also happened to walk into Zara.. and stumbled into this "I gotta have it jacket" but its 32 degrees outside and i dont know.. so now I have a even bigger decision to make.. return it or don't eat for a week.. or two???
For more pics from the weekend, go to http://aliaserban.blogspot.com/
or for ponderings.. http://sophiesimmons.blogspot.com/
Birthday Weekend..
Finally turned 29.. Been a bit stressed about it but now it just feels great. I suddenly enjoy getting older! Having so much fun now and Im just ready to get older and wiser.
But... that does not mean that I'm giving up the fun!
Alia took me for a b-day lunch at Urth Cafe', just what I wanted.. and then later on we went to Tobias and Sofi that just moved into this beautiful house in the hills, most of my friends were there and it was just great hanging out with them on my birthday, though everyone seemed to be convinced that my birthday wasn't until the day after, even had to show my ID, though I was pretty sure that I was right about it..
Ended the night at Bar Marmont.. not so fun..
But Sunday, Oh happy Sunday.. Poolparty at the Thompson rooftop, drinks and champagne in the sun and great people.. not as many good looking boys that I would have hoped for but still, It was just a another fabulous day here in LA..
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