And so it is

And life goes on.. had to work today, not fun with the hangover yesterday left me with, still didnt drink that much might have been more the tension and crying and all, felt like shit anyway!

The day was long and cold but filled with interesting meetings, musicians are so much nicer and easier to deal with than all the up tight actors.

Finished down in long beach at 10.15pm, got in the car stressed tired and cold, were fibbling with the gps i-pod and the heat all at one's when suddenly there was a police car, or three.. decided to look stright forward and drive past slowly but i guess the signals to my brain didnt really go through so instead i made a left turn on a red light..

hurried home to change for tess's birthday party in hollywood, the window was open and it was 10c outside and super cold in the apartment than god, had it not been i would have stayed in..
slapped the mask on my face and my parka over my shoulder , headed to Tess, managed to talk to Lina and Tess for about an hour ( couldn't even make the effort to be nice to anyone else,had been talking over live rock music all day) and then my eyes just would not stay open any more..
finished my sprite headed home and got stuck at a stop sign for about 4 minutes until i realized it wasn't gonna go green ever..

Tomorrow have to get to the beach or i will suffocate.then im meeting Corina an then Its DENNI time, i get to have Denni the dog for a whole 48 hours to myself! haven't seen him in a while and we have lots to talk about..

house is really empty tonight, sleepless..