Ring ring

Been waiting all day for a phone call that never came! Now Idon't know if i should scream and jump and kick and hit the wall or just shut my self off again and keep staring at the wall. Or maybe cry. That would be the easiest thing to do but I don't feel like it. I would love to leave the house to do something to get something else to think about but I can't do that either cause I have no money.