MIMOSA MONDAY

Tobias took me out for breakfastbrunchlunch and Mimosas today! It was the best possible start of the new week I could have gotten!

My Birfday party night party

My birfday party day party

I had an amazing, wonderful day, and night it was perfect. I Love my friends so much! I cant even talk about it without tearing up, so here are some pictures..

its Friday but it feels like Tuesday

Today has been one of the longest days of my life, feverish, still decided to go for a hike.. not the best idea, sad and empty at home, just been feeling weird and out of it, and still a lot of practical stuff to be done..

I hope tomorrow will be a fun day! At least I'll get to see most of my friends! Gonna try to forget about everything else and jut enjoy the day..  Now I'm gonna go hug Bits some more.

JOSH

Yesterday was such a sad day, Josh went to cat heaven, And even though that really was the only option at this time it just feels so sad, House feels really empty without him. Miss you Joshy pantz.

Thursdays photo shoot

After all of Wednesday's drama and a night of tears and alcohol, I managed to drag my ass out of bed at 6am to go to the Warehouse district just east of downtown LA, The shoot was about rock fans, and though the pictures taken with my little blackberry looks like shit the actual pictures were amazing, I was stood there starring at the computer screen of the images as they came through the camera and then i looked at me and i could not believe it was the same person, or same settings, I was hoping that they would do something fun with my hair and make up but they just made me look like me.. except for some of the clothes I wore. But it was till good, though we were all exhausted at the end  of the day and the last two hours felt like two days, I'm still glad i get to do these things and meet new wonderful people all the time and get paid for it!

On set

We are doing a photoshoot, tons of fun!

Oh what a day

Planning for all the events going on this summer when I'll be in Sweden, and that's all chaos, people make things so complicated all the time and think that they do things for others when in fact its all pure ego..  And now everything just feels blah about that..  and the friends that should be happy are sad, and the one I wanna talk to about i can't say a word too..

Then I'm planning my birthday party that im throwing on Saturday, Leon lent me his house and we are having a barbecue pool day that will go on into late night.

Then sad news, we have to put Josh down this week. It's really sad. but its just the only thing left to do.. Betsy have tried everything.


The good news though is that Betsy will be coming to Sweden this summer, I'm really looking forward too that, now she's been taking care of me for a year and now i get to do that for her, for at least a week and she get to meet all my wonderful friends and family back home!

Then i spent all afternoon and most of the night working with Jeremy and Emilia, things are turning out great! And when i got home all my neighbors were drinking wine so I had to join that, 6 peeps and 4 crazy dogs, it got late and of course today i woke up feeling all sick, soar throat, headache, a little fever, and then another day of dealing with the things going on in Sweden.. calling, emailing , waiting, time difference and so on..

still have to go to the DMV..

And tomorrow I have a photo shoot, I just can't be sick then..

wow , I'm whiny!

Nice car

Only in LA..

Darnit

Now when I've said I'm gonna be a better blogger and live blog more.. its not working, I've tried to blogg from my phone about 30 times the last week and i just realized that none of it has gone through..

Maroon 5 -Give a little more

ugh, I wish I had some pictures from yesterday but you are just gonna have to watch the video when it comes out..
Song is called "Give a little more!"
The Amazing Joseph Kahn was directing, and they were actually shooting two different videos in three days. He is the first director I've worked with that were actually holding the camera himself.. being more than active! Love It!
The boys were really cool and nice to work with, their friends and families were there, and there were a bunch of fans on set that had won a competition on the bands web site to be in the video so the energy was on top, and people were hanging out of the windows in the houses surrounding the lot downtown where we were shooting!Danced all day, can barely walk today.. it hurts everywhere but it was all worth it, Sun was shining..  Jesse was wearing pink socks and life was great!

Today its raining, and I have to clean and do laundry, go to the DMV and then work later..

Lots of Monday love to you all!

Manhattan beach

 Chocolate dipped strawberries

tired from cooking all morning..

Caroline and Amir had invited us to a "start of the summer end of the school barbecue and drinks on the beach day" Unfortunately the June gloom seems to have started early this year, sunny in the city, gray overcast by the beach.. so we spent most of the day inside but we had fun anyway, and the food was delicious, we played some rockband, nice and cozy, Now im off to the El Rey where The Carney is playing.. And tomorrow im shooting a Maroon 5 music vid. It's all good..

DESKTOP RULERS

Last night I spent with great friends at Molly Malone's, The boys were playing there first show as Desktop Rulers and it was so much fun, got to hang out with Samantha, Zac, Jason, Joe, Mike Rad,Bits and Tess and plenty more.. Then me and Tess headed to Bardot where we met Paris that were singing and some other fun people and Mike Rad again.. oh, good times, I love my friends, why have I spent so much time on the couch?

Where?

I need a place to throw by 30'th bash before I go home this summer.. any suggestions. A house with a pool and afternoon bbq would be preferred.., God, can't believe I'll be 30 soon.. weird. weird. 30. hm.

appetizer

And then licking the bowl, the best part! On purpose , only pour half in the pan.. eat rest with spoon.