AWWW

Christopher, my neighbor just came knocking on the door, he had cooked dinner and lit some candles for us on the patio.. Unfortunately I had to turn him down, feel so bad, but I'm in bed now, Not feeling to well, So I'm getting a rain check i hope, we have to get together and talk about what went down here on the street today..

Yogi tea word of the day

"If you don't love where you come from, You can't love where you are going"

Okay, Enough with the Sad things!

And Live to Share..

I was gonna tell you about all the good stuff that happened yesterday, I was gonna spend all day in bed with my fever and my computer blogging away..
But first I had to go to the bank, I didn't even put any make up on which is quiet a big deal for me, thats how sick I am, and it was gonna be really fast, just in and out..

As I got in to my car I noticed that there were some commotion going on on the street but I didn't care, just got in the car and drove off!
Well, maybe I should have paid some attention cause when I got back the street was closed off, and there were cops and News teams every where, And even they told me to hold off, well I could spot my empty parking space right outside of my house, so I wasn't gonna park 5 blocks away and walk back, so I drove around for a bit until They left one of the side streets unattended, and I quickly got out and moved some red cones so that I could pass, parked and asked some people on the street what was going on but they didn't know..

The ABC 7's News bus was parked right outside my door, so I ran in and luckily I had paused my TV right in the middle of the view (it's on ABC 7) so all I had to do was fast forward to the 11am News.. And there it was!!

And of course I couldn't just get back in to bed after that so I started to do some cleaning.. I have now scrubbed the entire house, sweated some fever out on the way, taken care of some business things, done shit loads of laundry, and I still haven't told you about yesterday.. well, Anne gave me a bunch of vintage pieces, my whole car is full, some of it is in the washer, and the things in the picture are a few of the items..

but I don't feel like talking more about that right now.
I wanna talk about Yogi teas. I drink a lot. and I read the little word of wisdom on them every time, sometimes they fit sometimes they don't, so, I'm gonna do a yogi tea word of the day, on e that I have chosen, sometimes it will be two..
And here is the first one for today:

"LIVE TO SHARE"

Ta ta for now..

Oh God! This is what happened..

The police was sitting in there car outside the building, someone had called in and reported domestic violence but the guy was gone when the cops got there. But while they were sitting outside writing there report the guy climbed in through a window and stabbed the girl to death, the neighbors called the cops again when they heard her screaming and the cops that were outside ran up and shot him to death.

Apparently the girl has kids and she had only been dating this guy for a couple of weeks..

This is all 50 meters from my house.

Live from Cochran

Street is closed off,tons of news teams and police and ambulances and all that.. Running back in to check the news!

Cancer

I have spent the day at the Four Seasons Hotel in Beverly Hills. And it would have been all fancy and nice if it wasn't for the fact that I was there for a charity event for Cancer research. I am so sick and tired of this cancer. It's everywhere all the time! I have lost 2 grandpas to this disease and a countless number of other family members and friends of the family over the years.
And on top of that I found out today that a person that I have come to like a lot the past couple of months, someone that I almost consider to be my family, have not one but TWO kinds of cancer in his body.
And there is almost nothing you can do to avoid this cancer. At least with AIDS and HIV you know how you can avoid getting it. But cancer are so many times in your genes. And we don't know how or why certain people get it. We need to collect a lot more money for the cancer research, and if you don't want to give up buying Christmas presents and give all your money to it, the least you can do is to buy the different pin's and needles that they sell everywhere these days, If you live in Sweden you have probably already bought them in October which is the breast cancer awarness month, but if not, and especially us girls, click on these sites and help us fight this awful thing called cancer
SWEDEN
USA
Thanks, and
MUCH MUCH LOVE,
Jennifer

Grace brings contentment.

JAG VILL HA GOOOODIIIIIS NUUUUU!!!!!!!!

Right now, In bed, watching the news.
I cant stop thinking about candy! Swedish Candy. Swedish Chips and Dip. Want it, need it, can't have it. This country calls itself The Nr 1 super power of the world but they don't even have proper candy.. or Chips, or dip or any good milk products. This country is a joke! HA! Have to remember to ask my parents to bring some to Australia..
Though they did the right thing executing that Washington DC Sniper today. The U S and A. Not my Parents.

Sick as a fucking dog again..

But I almost felt worse yesterday, No blogging then cause I worked all day, and I passed out as soon as I got home.. Have a memory of waking up when Pete escaped some time during the night and Betsy was trying to get him to come in again.. but not enough to get up and help her..
Anyway, I worked on Rules of Engagement again, Lucky for me Corina was there with me all day so I didn't have to be alone with all of the Idiots. Oliver loved me again, And though I'm not interested in him ( he's married by the way) I did find out that he is Goldie Hawn's son and I would love to have her as my mother in law..


Dragged my tired feverish ass out to go to the recycling station with B and to buy some more Chicken soup and Yogi tea's, and damnit it's summer outside again.. I want a little bit of cold weather now, especially since I know I'll get a lot of sun in Australia!

And then I have been on the phone with Vickan and she has had this really cool picture as her facebook profile pic, And I love it, and then she tells me she painted it! I knew she can paint but its been years and years since I last saw something and now she's done this:

And some other cool stuff, I'm so proud of her.And the fact that she painted me.... Or I choose to believe so..

They have started some kind of Swedish Tuesdays thing, at Villa I think and i wanted to go with Malin but I'm just gonna get back in bed instead. Have another super early morning tomorrow. have to get up at 5.30 , It's awful. I am already looking forward to coming home again..

Me and Pete have had a long day.

A lot of surfing and readings of blogs have been done. We are now in bed, some of us asleep already, some of us with a cup of chamomile tea and a brand new episode of Desperate Housewife's waiting.

Natalie and Dylan sent me some Fall Greetings..

This is Dylan and his brothers and sisters in my lap a year ago..
I miss them all so much!
Best cure for depression ever..

Thanks Natalie, the pictures are beautiful!
Miss the both of you!

-Free love on the free love freeway, the love is free and the freeway is long. David Brent

Christmas feel..

I put on my new Jacket and went to World Market, was really looking for a new tea cup but I found something much better..

LONDON

Sophie wants me to bring her Chicken Soup.. Someone posted a pic of on facebook that reminded me.. I realized that it is a year since I've been.. I miss London. Will probably end up there when I'm done here..

Moving in to a small little cozy house like this..

I'll be selling my car

I'll have my own stable..

I'll keep shopping at H&M and Zara, that will never change.

And where else but London can you get your bartender "To Go"??

Shopping

Got this for poor Betsy who's is in bed sick.. I'm so glad I feel better, but I'm gona eat some soup anyway. soup, tea, candles, movie!

I did not get this one..

But I'm IN LOVE with it! It looks just like something my .mom had. I look just like my mom. I did buy a fake fur jacket on sale though.. it is really cold outside, and all my winter clothing are in Sweden.. Found some Christmas gifts..

BARDOT

I think I danced the flu away.. feel so much better today.. except for the headache that comes with the fun! After cabbing around West Hollywood we went to Bardot, Chau sang some Bjork tunes and I met Matt and Jeremy, and Derek.. Malin left, can't remember where she went.. Tess texted and me and Hampus danced.. I think i swung my head around a lot, my neck is a bit soar today.

And this morning I have BOOKED AND PAID my ticket to Australia!!!! WEEEEEEEEEEE

Me myself and Hampus?

we had shit loads of fun! Me my rings and I.. We drank and danced and i am so glad i did go out, even though i got a little sweaty in my wool sweater.. til tomorrow morning, see ya'll xx

Fever eyes

Swine flu round 3??? please yuckie bacteria leave me alone!!What I feel like doing right now... order Thai food, light candles and watch TV.
What I AM doing right now: Getting ready for a girls night out..

Wanna go to Bardot and listen to Chau sing.. But gonna go to MI-6 for some movie premiere party then Voyeur.. which is only open 2 nights a week and therefor always very crowded.. phaw.. well suck it up and in and all of that put a smile on take some cold med's and go party!! ( hope they won't mind my wool sweater and sneakers..)

NOOOOO

I'm getting sick. Or I'm not getting sick. I'm deciding. Not the flu not a cold. Not getting sick. There it is. Say out loud , make it happen!!!!! pretend like nothing. Hiking, recycling, dinner and party!!! Yep.

B&B

Went to CBS studios today to work on The Bold And the Beautiful again. It was really nice, all the one's from the crew that I met last time welcomed me with open arms. They really are a great gang, wish all crews could be like that! Prepared for a long day i was kind of surprised when I only had to shoot one scene one's and then go home.. And I had planned to walk around between takes and take pictures of the different stages, and take pictures of me and "Ridge.."
At least I got to meet the women that plays "Brooke" and Jack Wagner..

NOVEMBER

Still haven't really gotten my head around that it is actually November already. November. Winter is here.

On my way

To the hills

NOVEMBER 3rd 10:07 AM

Sun is shining. Blue sky's.
Today is my last day off. I have had my little "Time Out" now. And I have felt so much better, It has really helped. I have ignored all emails, made my self unavailable to work. have just focused on getting up in the morning, eat my vitamins, drink my calming tea's,burnt a lot of candles, allowed myself to look forward to and enjoy Halloween, and it has worked.

But now, just knowing that I'll be working tomorrow ( Bold and Beautiful again) is a little stressful.
Heart starts to beat really fast in my chest again. Big lump in stomach.
Maybe I'll just focus on the job's I have this week, and
Still have not found a flight to Australia. Can't decide how early in December to go.. wanna go as late as possible because I will have more money then, but I also wanna get there to spend as much time as possible with my family. They will be there from the 9th.

Have to work it out but it stresses me. I know as soon as it's booked I can relax and just look forward too it. Cause in all honesty I can not wait. Brings tears to my eyes just thinking about it.

Waiting for Sophie to get online on skype. Wanna sing to her. 25.

I want to Dance again. And I need it!

Really?

My first African letter!! Can't believe they are still doing this! Do people still fall for it?
x

African Development Bank
Ouagadougou-Burkina Faso.

West African.

Attention:

I am Mr.Moses Dans, The Audit & Accounting department in African Development the Bank (A.D.B) Ouagadougou-Burkina Faso, West Africa. I am writing to request your assistance to transfer the sum of $11.3 Million United States Dollars) into your bank accounts. The above sum belongs to our deceased customer who died along with his entire family in a Concorde plane crash and since then the fund has been dormant.

After my further investigation, I discovered that our late customer died with his next of kin and according to the laws and constitution guiding this banking institution stated that after the expiration of (5) five years, if no body or person comes for the claim as the next of kin, the fund will be channel into national treasury as unclaimed fund. Because of the static of this transaction I want you to stand as the next of kin so that our bank will approve the fund in your name and transfer the fund into your nominated bank account.

The total sum will be shared as follows: 60% for me then 40% for you and expenses incidental occur during the transfer will be incur by both of us. The transfer is 100% risk free on both sides hence you are going to follow my instruction till the fund will be transferred into your account. More detail informations with the official bank application form will be forwarded to you immediately you show your willingness and capability of handling this transaction and also feel free to contact me immediately for more clarifications if you are really interested in my proposal.

(FILL THIS FORM BELLOW PLEASE AND RESEND IT TO ME).

1. Your Full Name .......................

2.Your Sex................................

3. Your Age...............................

4.Occupation...................................

5. Your Cell Phone Number................

Regards to your & family,

Mr.Moses Dans

SOPHIE TURNS TWENTY FIVE

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This is Sophie, Sophie Simmons, my friend Sophie Simmons one of my very very best friends. I haven't known Sophie for that long.. Not if you compare it to the other "best friends"in my life, most of them I have known my whole life, But Sophie I just got to know a few years ago I think it was 2004.. Still this redheaded fairy has fought her way in to my heart, taken a place as one of the greats in my life and i am planning on keeping her.
Sophie was the girlfriend of one of my friends, so for years she was in the periphery of my life, A gorgeous redhead, someone to be jealous of, because of her fair skin and natural wavy hair, and her big puppy eyes and beautiful long lashes, and I really liked her, but she was still more my friends girlfriend then my actual friend.

Fortunately and lucky for all.. they broke up.. and I saw my chance to snatch her.. keep her in my life, And boy am I glad I did!
We had both gotten out of long relationships but instead of sitting at home weeping we decided to go out and have some fun! Though that wasn't easy with her living in London and me in LA. But we make sure to make up for it whenever we see each other.. and damn is that girl fun to hang with!
And on top of that she is that perfect mix between being cocky yet insecure tough yet warm, forward but not pushy, outspoken but not rude.
She has the wits and the humor, the vulnerability and great dreams for the future ( just unclear as to what they might be yet..) She has the ability to let loose, to make me laugh and to make me feel good about myself..

Today, my little red-headed fairy turns 25. TWENTY FIVE!!!!

That is a big number if you haven't been there before.. And I know that you my dear, are a little freaked out about it, And maybe you should be.. a little scared.. I know how I felt 5 years ago.. but, instead of fearing it, you have to embrace it, the years after 25 are wonderful years , so much opportunity, your dreams will become more defined, you will find more security and strength in your choices (this is if you listen to me) you will have more happiness and sadness and you will most certainly have your heart broken again (after all we live in a world where there is still men) but you will have a new way of dealing with it, maybe panic even more about it since you are not in your early twenties any more.
You will no longer know it all but you will learn so much more . You will find the courage to go after those dreams that are now more defined or to break someone else's heart, and you will be relived that you are no longer in your early twenties .Trust me. the best part is to look back at that long and winding road you have walked to get here. The people and places you have left behind and the one's that are still here with you.. ( see attached picture)
That said..
This doesn't mean that you will not soon freak out again when you notice that your wrinkles are now just as defined as your dreams.. but when you do, Remember that I will still be here with you, kicking and screaming my way into my thirties , always older and more wrinkly than you...

I LOVE YOU PUMPKIN!!!!!

AND I WISH I COULD BE THERE AND CELEBRATE WITH YOU!!
I ATE THIS CAKE FOR YOU
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!

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THIS IS IT!!!

Went to the movies and saw Michael Jacksons final performance. tears from the first second to the last. It was so moving. So extraordinary. So hard to believe that he is gone. Amazing to watch him mark through the numbers while the best dancers in the world are dancing there hearts out behind him and still.. no one even gets close to His moves, His timing, His feeling. I did not want it to end.

Last Blog about halloween..

SWINE FLU

Saturday.. we went to the parade in West Hollywood.. it was crowded but so much fun, a lot of bands and DJ's playing on the boulevard, we went in to some bars, met some people, Looked at all of the crazy costumes, a lot of "balloon boys" this year, walked the walk talked the talk, some TV station interviewed me but I was more interested dancing to Beyonce' then we walked home.

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November and 24 degrees..

LATER THE SAME NIGHT

HOME TIRED, TO TIRED TO PRESS THE CAPS KEY EVEN.. THE OFFICE MARATHON COMING UP! ( THE ORIGINAL) WEEEEEEE AND CHIPS AND DIP!!!MAYBE A CORONA

HALLOWEEN NIGHT 2

LEAVING NOW!

WOW

WHAT A NIGHT!!!
Nicole had invited us to a charity event Halloween Party in Santa Monica!! Amazing house, Live performances all night and tons and tons of cute boys..Funny people, smart people, lot's of girlfriends, too many girlfriends actually..drinks and food and a fire place and all that we needed!!! Funny thing is that Meryl Streep's daughter that I wrote about last week showed up, and believe it or not, she was really nice to me, complimented me on my hard work ha ha ha ..
Again I had so much fun that I forgot to take pictures... After the Party we went to The Other Room in Venice and met some cuties there as well... and I stole this
from one of them, I think his name was Kenny..

Oh and maybe there is hope in the world, Another one had called and left a message for me this morning, already.. In LA..

Well well, gonna watch some episodes of The Office now before I have to suite up again for tonights West Hollywood Halloween Parade... A night with the Gay's!!!!!!!'